DuskOblivion

I've been drawing my whole life. Am I good? Haha well I think not. Other say yes but I can't even draw a head... or an eye... I often think about being an amazing drawer and creating my own animes or mangas one day. I have so many ideas but my ideas also hurt me. I'll never make it there and it hurts to even think I could. Hurts to down myself but truth hurts sometimes. I'm not even Japanese haha. Anyway, I enjoy and admire many art forms and am a little interested in Photography. Photography I guess won't be my proffession (too hard) so i'll keep it my hobby. :) I have some interest in Digital Art so i'll keep looking around and some stuff until I can make my own!! I'm a person that loves fantasy but lives with my head in the real world. I love sports, Soccer and Ultimate Frisbee, and will play any sport anytime even though I'm a lazy Potato with no friends! I'm pretty fit and open to try new things. I have high standards though so I'm not into most things teens are. Except Videogames!!! I love videogames but a lot of them haven't been very enjoyable for me anymore. Kingdom Hearts was best on ps2 and should stay on ps2 where theres more enjoyment on a big TV screen and high quality! Games need to have more events, be able to relate to people more and be really long storylines!! But not too chaotic and insane like Final Fantasy. I often love to run off topic as i am right now so i'll just move along.
I'm quite energetic but not out of control. Sexism is not tolerated. I'm a goody-two-shoes but willing to break rules when I feel it's okay or I'm pissed enough to.
I have 7 siblings: 5 brothers, 2 sisters, mom and dad, and my mom had 5 miscarriages believe it or not. Thank goodness, cuz I'm the second youngest... I was born a red-head but turned blonde and now I have awesome shiny hair :) haha! I love having short(ish) hair but my mom won't allow any shorter. (sucks to be me). I'm 25% Irish, 75% German and 100% Canadian. Yes, Canadian is a background/nationality too. Yes, we're multicultural but I'm not talking culture. I'm pretty social but shy and awkward around new people or older people. I'm always myself around people. When I'm not is usually when I'm really quiet or shorten everything I say or people get annoyed. I know when to stop, but never know when it's okay to start.
I'm in grade 11 now and man, school can suck. Too fast!
I love techno, trance, rave, fantasy trance, etc etc...
Anime, Abstract, blahblahblah... That's pretty much all you really need to know about me. Even if some stuff you don't need or care to hear about. Hope I entertained you with my social-...ness.
oh and my favourite colours are green and blue!